Do you want to though?

Darling, I'll let you go.

I fear,

If this abnormality will be the end of me one day.

Abnormality because I liked and still like you, nay? 

Abnormality of wanting you, 

Abnormality as I lied with him about my muse; I shouldn't, I knew.

He divulged all that I've written for 'you' he read, 

All that I've poured;

Breaking the silence between us "for whom that was" he said. 

"Oh! that, that was all my imagination", 

But wasn't it? 

I imagined us, together. 

Impossibility of universe, like sun revolving around earth,

Me being loved; list that would never occur, never ever. 

 

I pulled you in my mess,

Instead of leaving you showed light for me, in the darkness. 

And I thought, I hoped, I shouldn't have. 

I mistook your whatever that was; sympathy or.....

As you to be my home, I was always hoping for. 

I did forget for once yes, 

How could I ask for home, child grew in wilderness.

I shan't say no more, if I do we both end up hurt,

So I'll tip my king over, no more you'll hear my blurt.