anguish
Let it be anguish, come even if only to abandon me to torment again The church's steep, piece of my jewels as keep, my letters, your weep, memorizing a face you already knew you’d abandon, still watched me sleep, Babe, the knife you stabbed is deep. Loud voices, hands that loved with conditions, rooms where I learned to shrink, I rested my head this time, It won't be the same, I believed, It was not a trick. My fears, closeness that rehearses departure, You knew all too well, dear Alas, you did the same, dropped my hand after holding became inconvenient for you, Even though it'll kill me, you knew. They say bad things happen for a reason. You slept in my arms, soothing lullaby, safe and sound I should have stood my ground, But I believed that was enough. That belief was my treason. I waited and watched you Loved you like a kid, stayed—steady, unafraid, present, Distance fractured your love, st...
