Two Ghost; You and I

We're not who we used to be

I have spent so long;

Trying to feel less, 

For you,

For us.

Long Long epistle,

Written for thee.

Unretorted yet,

Still haunts me.

Though I was waiting;

For leaves to turn brown,

Star to align, so again we can bound.

On the same ground, where you left me.

This time impetus was plenty;

If you ever once considered our relationship friendly, 

When I was no more twenty,

Tell me,

Why my pigeonhole is empty? 

Did I was the one, 

for you to distract from your path,

Is that why you have this wrath?

But why?

I'm not being able to grasp.

You knew how to coax me, knew 

how to make me feel alive.

You said the venture is just for a few days

But you forget to arrive. 

I should have understood, 

You'll always choose the salt air and tide call,

Fall wasn't for you after all. 

Maybe the promises were just trifling

for you, nothing it mean.

After all, we were just two teens.

Though I always wondered, 

Do you still have my time zone on the screen??

Cause I do and it's always have been. 

Why won't I?

You taught me how to live,

For happiness, you taught me to strive. 

You acted like a prism when my life was full of black and white,

Then suddenly vanished into thin air without a goodbye. 

Maybe our friendship wasn't properly written in the Book of Fate,

Maybe someone special on the way you met,

That's why to return home you're being late.

Now the sun is already down, 

I'm keeping the door open, yet.