To live for the hope of it all

In reality, can you still see me? 

Sitting on the corner, 

Watching you hug her,

Walk to them then talk with her.

I'm getting mad over that, 

after all what for? 

My focus was on you the whole time, 

The entire world was blurred,

Tried to divulge something before you,

I slurred. 

How would you know this, 

Your focus was on her, you didn't notice me at all. 

He's just a guy, so

She said to let them be.

How do I explain,

Whatever it was, it did hurt me.

Every single one in the room,

Were living their life;

And I was losing my mind over you,

Only if you knew, 

How it hurts when you always ignore me,

Turns my life grey and blue. 

Weeks going slow,

What if,

After a fortnight, your face,

You choose not to show.

I know, 

It was supposed to go but, 

It keeps growing and grow.

And the fact I'm not allowed to talk with you,

Filled my day full of woe. 

But your shining face is my only hope,

So, whatever it takes I'll keep waiting for thee, 

Finally, if you feel the same, for us to elope.