LOOK THROUGH ME, YOU'LL SEE YOUR LIES

Why I'm never enough, for you?

It's hard to put this in words,
How it hurts
when always blamed for being absurd.
To never be the one, live a life, Blurred

from their eyes.
Trust me I'm not trying to slur.
Why would I?

Kept divulging continuously, me as very little.
I was tough but their repeated accusations made me brittle. 

Aimed my mind then proclaiming to be acquittal.
Now my words cut sharp like a sickle, feels like an old torn piece in a corner, all crippled.
No one understands me now; remained as a riddle.

Trying to think of an escape, 

was anticipating a miracle out of the blue. 

I always hoped for someone new, 

Who'll love and be proud of me in every hue, 

So that I don't have to be stuck with you.

Trying hard to be seen, 

By the people who washed my blood from their hands to come clean.
By the people who never care how I've been,
Why do I have to?