What future??

I don't understand you at all.
Maybe I should stop trying.

In the blink of an eye, 

you gallop from the sight.

Didn't ask for a star or moon, just wanted to see through,

Maybe expecting transparency was too much from you.

When you still didn't find the reason to haste,

Briskly to you on its way, how

flapping his wings now, 

my pigeon has sighed its last.

You tell the truth,

I'm dying from trying so just cut the slack,

if you still like her and want her back,

Or took a step back; since you grasp she's one you lack?

"The one" is her, I'm just someone in line,

I should've realised it's smoke and mirrors;

When you divulged you are only mine.

Mouthed perfidious; You know how to bide my time,

Desperately dying, but I'll act just fine.

From my first,

Not sure if I should or not trust.

Because if I mattered nobody will be lost,

Almost in 72 hours, how my thoughts won't cross? 

I assume what you want in life; not exactly,

But I'm damn sure it's not me.

Or if you do and treating things right won't be done by thee,

Then, how to prioritise "yours", you should learn from him.

Let's assume, you did want me,

This is all in my head.

Then knowing I'm missing you right now, 

how can you just go to bed?

So,
You can tell the truth,

Don't worry, my life never been smooth,

It'll be just 1st lesson learned in youth 

Tolerating me, maybe you did try.

Still,

How the days goes by,

and I feel you missing from my life.