Arghhhhhhhhhh, why this guy is in my head 24/7

I guess I'm fallin'
are you too?

And I was supposed to write as you said.

Chair was swinging left and right, eyes on the screen,

but somewhere away in your thought, my mind already fled.

You desired to divulge my intention; my brain hasn't functioned since.

I'm not sure what is this now maybe everything or ...............,

I swear at first it was only reverence. 

Oh! how many times my heart skipped its beats,

Due to the things you said;

Sometimes, my brain cannot proceed.

And I wonder what is this? 

Yeah, it's irritating,

your desire to rectify everything.

But the problem is I still find it fascinating!!!

And I miss something, properly I've never seen,

But feels like mine, always been.

When the void starts echoing, 

Only concern of mine is how have you been?

And it extends and extends further,

when the silence become loud and longer,

Dark thought takeoff my mind and I start wonder,

Would you do the same, if I was her?

I perceive this is all in my head;

Being loved or feeling left I am not able to separate. 

I know I irritate, 

Argue and piss you when you respond late,

Probably do things you always hate.

But not my fault, please blame your fate.

And you are caught up, 

with work and life always, more than bit

I know you have life,

But why I can't be part of it? 

Future is uncertain; I didn't used to believe on those craps, 

Nowadays maybe, conceivably, possibly or perhaps,
I wonder about your last 7 minutes, and hope if I could be that...