witching hour; in the pillow, her heart she pour

I waned to cry hugging someone,
I've never felt this alone.

When stomach starts to clench, heart feels like it'll burst,
No one to tell when someone broke your trust.

You painted me in your color, I feel like a clown,
Now your silence screams louder than this whole town.

Your presence shattered my heart, I thought you chose to flee,
Now the air smells salty like I'm drowned in a sea.

I couldn't control it when I saw your name,
I was grieving in the middle of the night, who am I to blame.

Your disingenuous plea disassembled my heart and hope,
Made me realize how long will I hold this ash made of rope?

I missed your presence but you love to play hide and seek,
We both are standing there but you choose not to speak.

And I thought your love would be blue but it turned out grey,
Hoped to be something more but eventually I was just prey.