I should've slept that day

काश नागई होती उसके दरवाज़ा खटखटने दोबारा,

Now look what happened,

बस 3 बार देखा है उसे, वो भी देखता ही रह गया था,
As I thought कि world would be destroyed if I kept looking, I moved my eye;
But he still kept his eyes on me grinning, now how would've guessed that was a lie.

As I kept longing for his voice, मुझे समझने में देर हो गई कि वो आंखो से बोल रहा था,

अब उसकी टेढ़ी बाते वो ही जाने, Sometimes he would act like my absence would leave him dread, and sometimes my presence would make his eye shred.

वो बोलता था कि मैं अभी भी नादान हूं, world isn't like your Disney world,
मुझे थोड़ी ना परवा थी दुनिया की, I just wanted him to make me whole.

आब हमेंशा हमारी चाहत पूरी हो येशा कहा होता है,
He said pessimistic नहीं चाहिए मुझे, as I was just grieving and buzzed,
क्या था वो मुझे नहीं पता, सायद में पसंद नहीं थी उसे or he's not used to being loved.

But now I want nothing more,
बस एक बार, for him to raise his head and look into my eye,
For that without hesitation, down my throat, I'll drip the entire EITR's vile.