a girl in the golden cage of machiavellian venerer

Now you blame me for all like I was the one, hun!!
If I ignited the fire, you're the one who let it burn.

You took the best of me, she left you with the dread,
I engulfed your machiavellianism with intention to stay, despite of risk.
Scrapping the best part for you, my heart I shred,
She demolished you so I'm giving my piece to you, to fix.

I can feel your inner child crying, what made you let it vore?
Tell me what happend that you don't like flower anymore?

You want to know everything, but you've bottled up yourself,
Tell me who hurt you, don't let it consume you, I'm here to help.

She took all of you still I'm beside you inside your red circle,
Are you afraid to love, yourself or me because of that girl??

To make you see me, I might have to be more than her,
But how could I, I'm nothing but 20 or just an Oleander.

Even If I want to step back, you said now there is no way out,
But didn't knew that was for me only, you're nowhwere around to seen in that route.

Still you devoured but why, my latent love for you?
The rust in my door is only thing that will broke me, you always knew.

But every thing is meant to be free, you and me and our pain,
So stay with me don't leave me like this, will you do so if I frain?
And if you don't, nothing just one more lie of you'll remain,
Inside me.