Does you heart ache while thinking of me?

Foolishly smiling while walking cause you're in mind,

Acting like you're real in, this is love, and we're blind.

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Begging for you to see me through crevice,

In Sub Rosa I'm lying on your door.

I know acting like this, it'll never suffice,

Cause men usually enjoy then say you're just a whore.

And fuck your ego if you think this is usual,

To bestow my world and word both,

Usually requires damage to my skull.

So, you're the first one ever, after the null.

Btw do I annoy or does my presence bother?

Just like a stone in your shoe?

But lately we have fun talking about you, 

Other than that you're just my fav darker shade of blue.

I'll be honest here,

I predicted the future, hun!

I'm gonna regret you so bad, only if you knew.

You've got issues with yourself,

But I got them because of you.

Usually we know what's going around us even we are not mature enough to understand it completely. And that's the catch ain't it? 
You're friend tells you "let's not keep any expectation here" but we know we want them to do that and that and bla bla bla. And we became mad because they aren't fulfilling the shits we expected from them but how would they know, hun?

But it's not like you are acting like leash and they are dog. You're not controlling them. They play with you like a bone and then boom they become bored of you and act like do you exist?? or Whateverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (AN EYEROLL)
It's all in your head unless the other person ready to face their feelings like a mature person or like a MAN.