A Peek Inside Head

A void; pitch black, somewhat like an empty room

Voices are echoing, coming after me bouncing back

Everythings seems perfect; Happiness, vitality, melancholy and the gloom

Yet, why I feel something missing, parted or lacked

How to, how to figure this out; how to know myself

Sometime I see end of rainbow on us, sometime it's death

Maybe I should scream if someone is behind the wall; will come for help 

Did so, but they told I confused them, Oh I'm losing my breath

Here's no exit and everything is dark; I felt like giant centipede is after me, scorpion is grasping my neck

I'm aware this is not real it's just in my head, yet it doesn't fail to crumble me, doesn't fail me to wreck