To my sunset ✨💫

He loves me, He loves me not....

I hate the way you confuse me

and the way you keep telling lies, 
I hate the way you consume my mind
and hate it when you never apologize.

I hate your big dumb stupid brain 
and the way you make me mad,
I hate you so much it makes me sick
thinking why I fell for this lad.

I hate the way you always ignore me

I hate it when you lie,

I hate it when I smile at your text 

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate the way you gave her whole vocabulary

when I satisfied with few words,
I hate it when you are cold to me

and in return, I gave you my world.

I hate that you're never around and the fact you never call

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you not even close, not even a little bit, not even any at all.

Oh, to love someone with all your strength and never get anything back, only that blank stare with nothing in the eyes not even sympathy. Sometimes their one look is enough for us to lighten our day, but we aren't getting that, nay? 

To all the lovers who have poured their hearts on the sand and searched it thinking they might get that back, you'll be loved again. You'll be loved like the sunset, moon, and stars. But don't stop loving like that till then. You are what you are because of the love-filled inside of you.