Look at how my tears ricochet

I'm waiting something I not aware of

I bet she's beautiful, 

Like the tulip freshly bloomed.

Serene eyes and soothing voice,

Someone who fits your choice.

Maybe graceful than me, someone who's more kind, 

Cause me as likeable you didn't find.

After the conversation died;

She might knew what to say, 

Cause you still holding her tight, 

To forget her presence you're still on a fight. 

But you need to know,

You're the only all I think bout' in the night. 

You seemed to enjoy it,

My vague presence in your life, at least for a bit.

I tried to hide,

Just so you can find.

But you were so ready;

To continue life without me. 

Am I nothing for thee? 

And that day if you knew, 

My lenses only captured you. 

Though she said don't make it evident, 

She could feel the imminent,

Like the sudden cloud before the thunder in the air.

As the world stood still, as moments froze in time,

My eye only saw you and it claimed you mine. 

I can't seem forget you, 

You are in the every beat of my heart, 

You're present in each and every of my thought, 

While I'm in needed of muse or I'm in the bus. 

You're picture in my roll, one day it might make it to my purse.

Though you still hung on her.

I'm waiting I not aware, what for?

Maybe the closure or something more,

You abandoned me with questions whom no one can answer.

But;

You are the reason for the crumbled papers on my floor, 

You are the reason for this sadness cause on my face you shut the door.

You are the reason I don't feel myself anymore,

You are the reason, my heart, on the paper I have to pour.