Hope is like a mirror; it will wound you once it shatters.

 saying "us"
'Cause you weren't mine to lose, no

For every rejection of yours, 

I thought I was prepared. 

Turned out I wasn't. 

Your first guess was her name, 

My heart, in a million pieces you just shred. 

I knew and I repeated this in my head, millions of times.

And the apology afterward;

What a grace what a sublime!! 

And how dumb of me to think I would ever catch your eye, 

To keep my heart calm turns out I convinced myself with another lie. 

The letters and notes,

Maybe for you, it wasn't worth. 

Still, I wrote

But in return, all I got was a wide berth.