In secrecy, electric crimson melted in snow.

I don't know how long I can hide you in my silence,
when my eyes divulge my every emotions,
before you.

I'm not much of lover,
Never was.

But I saw you smile one day, 

Since then I have known,

There's gonna be "I want you"

behind my every "hey".

 

Idea of us got the hold of me,
I tend to sleep more at night these days,

So, I can meet with thee.  

You were beside me the whole time;

Holding my hands, kissing my cheeks, tucking my hair.

But when I opened my eyes reality hit,

Even your smell faded from there. 

But if it was just a dream, 

How could I feel you near? 

Why did it feel so real? 

So real, 

Like when I rubbed gently on your back.

From then I got the grasp, 

Your warmth is the only thing I lack. 

I know it's futile to wish,

Happy ending, rainbow, and bliss.

Or, 

In your heart, feelings for me to grow.

But I've made peace with it, 

Though, 

To you, from my mind, I couldn't acquit.

And I wish you could just know.

You make my heart go calm,

Like in a crowd when I'm holding someone's palm, 

or like the morning ray of sunshine, peaceful and warm.

Not necessarily, nay?

Out of a sudden,

You are the reason that makes my mood lit,

No one ever has to know, not even a bit,

You'll be my favorite secret.