Of course, one crazy meets another!!

I know that's not what I used to call you,
"Mare"

He's by my side but you are in mind,

Is it right or am I wrong?
To act like this doesn't affect me,
I'm not enough strong.

I do recall all of our talk,

Sometimes with her, 

sometimes when I'm all alone around 00:00 clock.

Creating a world of us being together; Oh!! what a Glock.

I remember everything;

How you made my heart rush,

You said something that made my cheek flush,

How your absence made my voice stop,

In your presence how I used to blush.

You told me that you'll stay,

I feared my life would be gray,

And it turned out to be true,

But because I'm grieving without you. 

Remember? 

You divulged being danger for me,

Why should I care, 

If you are fire, I'm moth attracted to thee.

Whatever your traits, I'm ready to abide,
Since, months passed by but I'm still stuck there.
So, can you come by my side?

Because I'm becoming what I fear.