Do you try to find her in me or in everyone you see?

I'm sorry for loving you, I'm sorry you have to love me.

I am cursed, 

with the obnoxious knowledge rotting inside me, they're hearsed. 

They say men never forget,

I've seen before, I've read.

Feeling of first never dies but stays within like heaven made.

Then they look for them(or her) in every girl they ever met.

So, when I softly touch your face,

look into your eyes then reach in its base.

Inside me do you try to find her trace?

When I call you by your name, 

Do you confuse my voice with them,

or her?

Because I fear.

What if you hoped instead of me she was there.

Did you also move on like others,

But forget to remove her? 

I know I'm wrong, please tell me I'm wrong. 

You don't think about her when I play your favorite song.

Please tell me this is only in my head all along.

The thing is stuck in my head,

Whatever the Hinder said,

When her wife was lying in bed,

These all in my mind I didn't just create.

I have seen people grieving their first, then from second trying to fled.

They look straight into your eyes and say "I don't care about your tears shed".

So please, 

Tell me your story is different this is all just in my head.

Like she used to do,

Accidentally, when I say "Whom your heart is for?"

Will you remember her?

Do you remember her?
Still, you remember her?
Please don't remember her.
Please don't remember her.

Please don't..................