Little Freak

they killed her, she saved herself...

It was the fall of 03's, a baby was born,

Who knew what she would endure, how many times she'd be torn?

She saw mother as a stranger, father as the man who divulged to turn,

In the middle, she tried to fit in; And that house she never really felt belonged.

Can I touch the pink cloud, why can't I see the air?

I have a secret do you wanna know?

The only thing that loves me in the house is my teddy bear.

He lost his eyes in a war, I was injured, and lots of blood flowed.

To wander like a homeless with a house, what had she bear,

Now every time she tries to open her heart, she ends up in tears.

Her pain disappeared in the air and feelings nobody cared,

I know they'll be disappointed to hear,

but becoming their mirror is the only thing she fears.

If they left how can I be on my own?

Will she be there or not when I reach home?

Maybe I am worse and ugly so my sister favours my brother more,

My friends don't like me at all, so am I going to be all alone?

Things continued like that but one day,

The trusted hand left her in the crowd all by herself.

Then, she closed the doors for the years; we all would have done same, nay?

Everyone left, and friends turned enemies, colors were turning grey, 

Things got worse she was turning mad, or bad, alas she became this world's prey.

This time I closed the window and heart,

Maybe I'm not pretty but guess what I turned out smart.

If you wanna stay I won't mind but also won't remorse your depart

I'll just leave instead from the balcony for the new start.

But she couldn't; she had a heart, she was weak,

Only hoped that someone would hear her squeak.

With the mask on her face, she saved herself,

She wanted to die and look she lived,

She achieved what she wanted, she finally did,

Guess what,

Now everybody praises and wants that little freak.