Did you take Ephemera Elixir, if no how can you forget?

I kept everything close to my heart like my 1st notebook, colors pens or batch,
So, don't be thrilled that I'm holding onto or attached.
Disinhibited social engagement disorder runs wildly,
Do I need to explain these to him? Oh, terminologies he all understands!!

He said I emulate Aphrodite but left no trace.
I pleaded for a moment that he couldn't brace,
And what man left just because I asked for space?
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Am I ought to mourn since I lost the pawn in chess?

Just because I can, I won't do it.
To heal them, I don't have a license yet; wait a little bit!
So, at the moment,
God stop sending emotionally unavailable bitch, please!!