In parallel, I wish I loved you back.

All those promises and comfort,

To hold my hand and put me all above.

Told me just to be there, nothing to prove,

You walk me to your pool of love.

Inside enchanting castle there's nothing to fear,

Only joy and bliss, magic of love forever near.

The warm feeling you gave me while promising the crown,

But, I was afraid to drown.

Funny how I almost bought it;

Just to see my face, if you have to 5000 Miles you'll crawl,

Being at opposite side of my world,

How can you say time difference won't matter at all.

You met with truth cause why confuse you with blurts,

Trust me, to face it, I'm aware how much it hurts.

It wasn't easy to free you from my grip, 

But I couldn't just stay still and let your blood drip.

You stayed silently, grieving but giving me warmth, I knew,

And sometime I wish "I feel for you, not feel you".