ladybug and lover🐞✨

Pulling closer, holding my chin, when you looked into my eyes,
What did you see?
Did you find a caramel brown shade, weepy yet bright,
Or my immense and unconditional love for thee?

Playing with my hair, when you held me tight,
What did you feel?
Did you feel a girl who'd ignite for you,
Or just somebody you didn't want to deal?

I'm trying and trying and tired of being more for you.
I'm barbarous, even though sweet and pretty, yet a dunce.
Still, I want to be loved—who cares if it's blue?
Even if it's a sham, can you try to love me once?